OH simply will not discuss it - she's happy with no friends as she has her family. I think matters would improve if I even thought there was a possibility but there is nil possibility. I am desperately homesick and although I try to go back as often as possible (Edinburgh) there are limitations. Some ups and downs like everyone but the fact is, there is not a hope that we will ever move away. We have three daughters and after 22 years, we are still together. My working life is fairly successful but I struggle with motivation, I have no friends locally to speak of other than colleagues (who I don't socialise with) and I simply want out of this hell home (I realise it's probably no better or worse than anywhere else) but it has come to represent something, like a cage. I have come to really hate (a strong word, I know) and certainly despise everything about my existence here.
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